flat out in love

     You nothing but a dick teaser. I keep forgetting you not a pleasure seeker. You just want someone to want you. Desire you. You flashed your ass and tits to me on a daily but was always coming up with reasons why I couldn't get none even when we was naked in the bed together. I keep forgetting you afraid of some one really laying the hammer down on you like I would cause you know you would fall flat in love with me. You afraid to be loved and in love with a real man.

what is the 4th of JULY

7/4/13

   Half the people celebrating 4th of July don't even know the 5 W's. Most are oblivious to the facts. It's all about carnivals ,cookouts and fireworks. And I'm sure that's okay in it's own right BUT at some point and time shouldn't the question arise as to what does this all refer to? I'm just saying though. Because a lot of us live our lives like cows going to the slaughter; we just following the person in front of us without realizing where we going until...

no justice, NO PEACE

     You would think by now after all these years there would be justice for a Black man in America. The Zimmerman trial proves that a Black man can't seem to be treated right even when he's innocent. It's pretty clear obviously that Zimmerman stalked, provoked, and eventually murdered Trayvon Martin. And sure Zimmerman is entitled to a fair trial, but come on now, if the situation was reversed, you know a Blackman would've been tried and convicted by now.

STICKIN TOGETHER

Worse feeling I've had in a while. Done everything I could to hold everything down. People you put your trust in betray you but WHAT IS THAT ABOUT?

This world is really about YOU doing YOU. Unlike back in the early days nobody sticks up for you, Everybody too busy.

I hate myself right now, having fallen short of being the best I could. What other people in your life does, fucks up what you tryna do. That's fucked up when two "COMMITTED" people not on the same wave length.



7/2/13

what do we really know?

I can't be mad at nobody why my life is what it is. I was born when I was to serve a purpose in the scheme of life.

What is it all about this thing we in? I wish I knew but I guess that's what makes it sweet. We don't really know why anything. We think we do. We kid ourselves into believing other people's concepts which are born out of pure fear and doubt.

What is it that we really know? Think about that for a moment and you will realize how little we actually do know.

the inevitable will inevitably happen

When I move on to the next level or anybody for that matter, you don't know what that's all about. My thoughts are that you make the best of your time now. This is all that's truly real, if this is real, whatever that means.

It is what it is and that is we experience this time here on earth, in this form once and only once. Make the most of it. Live it out. That's what I been doing and will continue.

blessings flow...

My blessings have flowed from since whenever I remember.

It seems that although I wasn't born with the proverbial silver spoon in my mouth, they (those blessings) came from someplace.

I can't recall ever wanting for anything. Of course throughout my life I've had many ups and downs; low cash to no cash on hand, but I've always had the basics: food. clothing, and shelter.

So what more could I ask for?