To be FULLY ALIVE right NOW i...

...need to have everything running smooth and even. I need to be following a schedule that is working. This means that what I should be doing at 8 or 9 or whatever time it is, I should be doing that. That's what makes me fully alive. Granted the timing will be slightly off by a few minutes give or take, but the event should be taking place as planned. This is the way it should be happening every day.