8/30

I'm not in the mood for love anymore. Not like before anyway. I just need a partner to share some special moments with, if you know what I mean. I just don't have the fortitude or the patience, or especially the time. I'm also just not in the mood for love anymore. Not like before anyway.

8/31

Turning over that new leaf I been turning over for years now. Now is the time. I have so much to look forward to: My first grand child; I just found out too, that my first born son is getting married next May. I hope by then I have some arm candy, but now that I think about it, even if that is the case, it wouldn't be a good idea to show them off. I'm not trying to make anybody uncomfortable. I just wanna do my thing and get my groove on for a while, cause I feel it in my bones that I still got plenty of those type days left in me.

8/27

C.G. was the very first of the PYTs of my adult life. Although we were only 6 years apart when I met her, she was only 15. I was amazed at her maturity. She was a Sagittarius who was well ahead of her time. We shared a lot of feelings but no romance. Years later when she became of age, we thought about it, but her care for other people's feelings would not allow her.

8/28

I spent a lot of time with Sweet T, the Lady Libra. She was 20 years my junior, but age was truly only a number. We shared many precious moments together, through ups and very downs, including her being homeless for a period of time. While I knew her she lived in at least 3 different places, which we christened them all. Although we were severely romantic, she already had 2 children, and at one time was pregnant with her third child. No, it was not mine.

8/29

From somewhere, I got a severe cold and cough. I been suffering for a few days now and it has affected my everything. My pressure is erratic, to say the least and I'm at a loss as to how to medicate myself; with hypertension you can't just take anything. Needless to say I'm suffering right now.