I remember when I thought I wanted___________but now I realize...

...I wanted to have the love of my wife forever. But now I realize that NOTHING is forever. Not that I didn't know that already. I MEANT as long as it lasted. I guess I wanted us to be an item, a couple, husband and wife, until DEATH do us part; just like the vows we took before the MOST HIGH IN 1994.

But now I realize that everything is as it should be. I couldn't be happier!

when i close my eyes i hear...

..."my train a-coming." Like Jimi Hendrix said. Not in the same light, however, for Jimi was foreseeing something tragic to happen because of the lifestyle of drugs and living- on- the- edge type of life he lead. But I hear my train a-coming because I'm getting older now. I will be 65 on my next birthday, so my mortality becomes more of an issue with each passing day. All I can do now is live life to the fullest and get on board at the station. NEXT STOP!