A BRAND NEW YEAR- WINTER

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The titles you see are songs that randomly popped into my head on that particular day for whatever reason. Sometimes I know, sometimes I don't!




1/10- Friday - 7:30 pm

Had a painful night. My back and shoulder, my bunion and my teeth were all coming at me the same time. Out of nowhere these pains came and afflicted me . Eventually I had to take a pain killer. Today is only a little better but I hope they will soon all stop. I already know I'ma  need some help. And on top of that it's pouring rain so my allergy is kicking in too. So all I need now to complete the cycle would be a sky high blood pressure. I'm not tryna will it on but I'm just saying...

If you wasn't here last week you would not be able to tell by the weather outside that snow and ice was all over the place and we froze our asses off.

1/ll - Saturday 7:40 pm

Surprise visit. My sister, my niece, and two of  my grand nieces stopped by my huse on a surprise visit. Really? A great moment in time. My grand niece, SHAKIRA was on her way to an internship at a college in Findlay, Ohio, a few, or should I say a couple  away from Whitehall.

I remember holding SHAKIRA together as she recited her poem at the memorial services for DEL. Needless to say, I enjoyed their brief visit. I love those relatives of mine. At the same time, after they left I got a letter in the mail to verify the inscription on the headstone for DEL'S final resting place.


1/12 - Sunday 7:17 am

I can't think of anything I've done to earn my ex-wife's disdain. I say ex even though we are not yet divorced. According to my children's reactions at times, it seems she has no type of "love" for me.

Yeah I told her she needed to keep her mouth closed one time. Yeah I told her I would protect my babies at all cost, even from her if I had to, but other than that I ain't done a thing.

There are some things I could do to throw a monkey-wrench in the operation, but I don't because I want my babies to be happy as they can be.

So I'll just "eat it" as they say. One day the shit will hit the fan then we will see which way everybody gonna run.