life is STRANGE

7/11 -Lois had a baby some 35 years ago today. Made me a real man it seems for the first time in my life. Hard to explain that feeling except to say WOW! Now in a few months, if God spares my life  like I been praying every day all my life, I may

become a Grand-PA, or is it Grand-DAD. I like Grand-Pa, has a special tone all it's own. Just the same I been blessed. I know my sis had her grand baby before she passed, and my other sis has more than a few, and my mother and father, themselves had very much more than a few, and now here I come, the last of the brood trying to come in , with my first. Life is strange, and people out here trying to act like they know something about it. Really?


7/12 - Have to keep myself from thinking ill things about people, thinking how they gon get theirs one day, wanting to be a witness, wanting them to have to come reeling back to me. That's my mother in me. I really just hope they go on in their life without incident. Just leave me the hell alone. I just wanna live me a quality life and get all the good I can from it because of the good I've done. Yet sometime I get so caught-up I just wanna take matters in my own hand. Ooooh! You don't know. I just pray on it and try to keep myself positive. I do not wish anybody ill will.