Ominous clouds dominated the sky this afternoon. They were huge forms of light and dark fluffs of cotton-balls, looking 3D, hovering over Main Street like giant alien space crafts from "Independence Day," 15 miles wide. At one point there, it appeared like a huge being was controlling the vehicle. It looked at me like the world was about to end.
7/7- SUNDAY
A mental fog has taken over my mind today, some time this afternoon, I don't know exactly when. I woke up from an afternoon nap some place foreign to me. My equilibrium was slightly off. My steps wobbly. I was able to go about my normal duties, but not all there. I was alert and aware of everything around me but my mind operated out of a fog that kept me reeling and seemingly off balance.
7/8-MONDAY
I woke up this morning still possessed. Not as wobbly as the day before, but enough to keep me off my norm. Physically there are no issues. There are no pains and aches. I have a fever blister on my bottom lip, actually just beneath my left lip, but not unusual from any ones that I've had before in my life. I've felt the stinging pain of it's emergence for a few days now, but not nothing unusual, except this fog in my mind that has kept me operating in a veil of uncertainty.
7/9- TUESDAY
Still possessed, but to a lesser degree, maybe, I don't know yet. Had a real outburst today like I never, ever had in my life. Left me crying like a baby, exhausted like a mother fucker, but still mad.
7/10- WEDNESDAY
Never felt this way in my life before. Coming off of a few days (since Sunday) of extreme light-headedness like I've never experienced before. Couldn't really tell what it all stems from, scared to speculate. Just know that in time, got to get my butt to the Dr.'s office and find out what's making me tick. Been feeling pretty good over the past few years, for the most part, through trying to eat right and exercise. Must find out more though, that way I can monitor some of those things old people (like me) suppose to deal with.
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